when will i see you again?

Everyone that knows me know about my bands...

Music has literally changed my life...I love it...Cannot live without it...

it has helped me through hard times, made a difference between those choices in life...

i adore Lostprophets and Greenday.

there are loads of other bands that i really like too..

right now i really miss lostprophets...those days when i used to go literally where ever they went...the last times i saw them were soo awesome...and i really do have those guys to thank for my life right now...

couple years back i got kicked out and was down in the dumps...many thoughts went through my head...i got kicked out october the 28th...lostprophets tour started on November 22nd...my first gig of the tour was on the 23rd...also the day i got told to move back into my house...between that time i nearly OD'd but i remember this as clear as yesterday...i thought to myself..."tour starts on the 23rd and i cant let Vanessa down...all the plans are made...i cant do it" so for that i thank them...that tattoo of the "logo" will never be a regret...

i miss Bryan too...stupid...but i like just staring at his pretty green eyes...long blonde hair...cute nose, soft lips...lol getting carried away...

i wonder how the next time hes in town things will be...

i am stupidly tired now...

i miss:
beers with dan, bryan Johnny and the other John from Red jumpsuit...
dan stealin my cigarettes
Bryan giving me cigarettes
spilling drinks dues to being drunk
Tolerance levels
Hugs
Attempts to "accidentaly" stab me with forks and suffocating hugs
Me, Bryan, Dan and Martin...all being soooo straight edge...(while holding a beer and smoking)
extremely forward invitations
Tfair hangs
Travis hangs
Dan NOSE Tom from PWT...haha that was too funny...
Drunken conversations about acts of a sexual nature in leeds
Bryan "crack you back" and him actually doing it...sooo relaxing...
Kate!!! i do actually miss you...and im listening to FOLK haha
Shaant and his appreciation...
Martin and his nonsiness through my camera...going thru photos of me, and asking questions...
Ian and the sprite incident...
ian and kisses...lol and the one from the other night...(never gonna give him a kiss goodbye again, even if that was the first one)
Jamie and his blondeness...
Jamies hair being long again!!! i knew it would make a comeback...
Ilan not wanting to be an ASS...but ended up being one...which was well pointed out...
Jamie and my umbrella..."i dont wanna get wet..."
Ilan spazzing out at the most miniscule thing...and btw i will from now on only call it the new REGYME haha
Stuart and the fact i know too much
Stuart and the fact HE knows too much...hush!!
Me talking for hours about Stuart's life...to Stuart himself...
Mike and Another Photo...
Mike is the new enter shikari boy!!! hahaha or deer in headlights MEGA LOLZ that night..."ya mrs wants you...you sould go help?!" Mike "nah shes ok"- while amber strugles with putting a huge suitcase on the tourbus...
Lee driving to london...
Lee is never there....but when he is its always worth it
Ian DRIVING... hahahaha the car that I want...not fair but its only a rental
Myspace messages...being his only actual "friend" on his Made in hell clothing page.
Alex's sunglasses
Handsel aka Handsome aka DAVEEE
Tony
Larry who is waaaay Hott
Drunken Gavin...
Jay smith...(i'll always hook you up!)
Jonathan lil brother to Chris(zebrahead) and cider times
Knocks on the tourbus toilet wals and outside...

Its enough for now...gotta go take my cousin to the airport...

will pick this up another time...but its been good reminincing over the past few weeks/months...